Damnit!! Every time he goes it leaves me feeling lost and inadequate. I know I should be on top of the world but it makes me sadder than hell to say goodbye.

This time was worse than most. John’s father passed away on Monday night, so he shouldn’t have even been here!! I could barely get myself out of bad after my parents died, but here’s John running seminars for the whole of NZ and the police as well.

To make it ever funnier he’s worried that we’re getting a good deal cause his mind isn’t always on the job???? How’s that for commitment to BJJ NZ. John my hat goes of to and my heart goes out to you.

I’ll try and post some info about the seminars this weekend. Stay safe all.!

Geoff